i also just want to thank everyone that has sent out emails or comments to ryan. this means a lot to me and im sure it does to him too. i had no idea how supportive this 'world' is and its very reassuring. i might just decide to start my own blog as well. im not this boring when i write or type something. im actualy the class clown but certain times call for a change of character. ill do it if ryan polls through fully though. thanks again guys.